post its :)

relating

If you twist and turn away

If you tear yourself in two again

If I could, yes I would

If I could, I would

Let it go

surrender

dislocate

If I could throw this lifeless line to the wind

leave this heart of clay

see you walk, walk away

in to the night

and through the rain

in to the half light

and through the flame

If I could throw myself

set your spirit free

I'd lead your heart away

see you break, break away

Into the light

and to the day

to let it go!

and so fade away

to let it go!

and so fade away

Im wide awake!

Im wide awake!

wide awake

Im not sleeping

If you should ask then maybe they'd tell you

what I would say

true colors fly in blue and black

bruised silken sky and burning flag

colors crash, collide in bloodshot eyes

If I could, you know I would

If I could, I would

let it go

this desparation

seperation

condemnation

revelation

in temptation

isolation

desolation

let it go

and so fade away

to let it go

and so fade away

to let it go

I'm wide awake!

Im wide awake

wide awake

Im not sleeping...

beautiful song called "Bad" by U2

LoVe My BeAn!!!

sunday with my baby girl....

we had a visitor!!

love my Bean :)

pick me up... please :)

I know we all live our lives and go about our daily activities without thinkout how our actions might affect someone else... I know I am outspoken at times.. I hope Im not offensive

I love the people in my life and cannot think of one person in it that I could live without.

I hope each person in my life knows from the bottom of my heart how much they are loved and cherished by me.

Most days I can go about it being thankful and choosing to be positive and happy.

Sometimes that layer peels away,

and I am faced with the Lisa who wants everyone to love her,

and who gets terribly hurt when someone doesn't...

The good Lisa knows that you cant win em all.

The good Lisa knows that one or two people who don't love her, just don't know whats in her heart.

and it shouldn't take away from all the ones who do!

So why does the good Lisa let the selfish Lisa through?

Selfish Lisa is upset at the people who hurt her feelings even though those people have no idea.

Selfish Lisa cant see the positive things in her life,

she only wants to dwell on the hurt.

Poor Selfish Lisa.

She doesnt understand all that is good about her.

she is afraid of the love she has to give..that she might not feel loved in return,

when she should know that the point is just to love...

OUCH!!!

Hubby and I decided on some fitness goals we can do together....

at the beginning of the year we decided to make it a goal to run a half marathon this spring or summer.....

since running up the stairs of my little tri level split can make me pant a little..

THIS is a hefty goal....

Since all two of you (my readers) know that I had sugery on my toe last month, training isnt going the way I would want it to. ( insert sad face here)

The last two weeks, I have stepped up my fitness routine, mostly treadmill running

( I hate running in the cold air)

I am up to two miles without stopping... I know what your thinking,

"only ELEVEN POINT TWO more to go!"

 Now hubby and I have embarked on the P90X voyage!!

TORTURE!!!!

I am on day five and cant walk, lift my arms above my head, and please dont make me laugh

because something might burst

tonight is Arms, shoulders and Ab ripper... yes .. ab ripper

You must be thinking, gee Lis you must be losing some weight with all that activity?

pshh

NOT YET

new year momentum

  Its January 6th and here is what I've accomplished
treadmill (twice..20 minutes each...dumb toe)
gallons of coffee
dessert 4 out of the six nights of 2010

I wonder if you can be hypnotized to be more motivated and energetic?


Here is what I have been doing..
Working on RE deals that may or may not fail,
surfing the internet finding entertaining articles and blogs

found this quote:

"When women become mothers, their nipples release milk to feed the child. I think when men become fathers, their nipples should release gold to support the family. Its only fair."


I discovered something yummy to do with my coffee.. when I brew it , I sprinkle a little cinnamon on the coffee grounds...mmmmm

I could easily turn into a hermit if I let myself...


Ok Off to be productive, social, energetic and fabulous!!!!

Health Class

Lane : Brighton is obsessed with "Secret Life" now she's got me hooked!
Grey: That show is so gay!
Me: Maybe it should remind you how easy it is to become a daddy..
Corey: Maybe it should remind all of you how easy it is!
Lane: except for Brighton, she hasn't had Health yet...

wocka wocka wocka :)